Sitting Alone

Now, I don’t want to take out my very obvious anger out on my very loyal readers, so if I seem a little angry throughout the next few blog I apologize right now. Now my question to all of you is, have you ever been excluded, pushed aside and treated like dirt. I can tell you from far too much experience that I have! Not only have I been treated poorly but also treated like I don’t even exist. In this specific post, I do NOT want to hear comments such as, I’m sorry Noah, or it will blow over because that's not why I’m writing this. Not to make you all feel sorry for me or to have a whining session. I am simply bringing up a past subject of mine, the subject of middle school.

Throughout my education career I always had the most friends, I don’t know why and I don’t know how but things came easy to me in terms of the social aspect of school. But ever since my transition from elementary  school to middle school, things have gone down the toilet. Whether it be the social aspect or the academic aspect, middle school has always been a hard time for myself. Really the only thing I can count on in my life currently is sleeping, I sleep well but have terrible days. My problems vary from ungrateful and insensitive teachers to horrible and unkind students.

I want to put another question out in my writing, how would you feel if your best friends shoved you aside like you meant nothing to them. Over the past few weeks I have experienced that terrible occurrence.  I definitely don’t want to go in the specific details of the events leading up to this unfortunate misshape. All I can say is that you can never have true friends, even if you want to. One of the only good things coming out of this event is that I noticed that certain people that I thought to be my friends were not. That made me open my eyes and not waste my time with horrible friends.

So here I am, sitting alone in the lunch room. Nobody even dares to cross my eye line. Let me tell you this, really chose your friends, if you make the wrong decisions you will end up like me.

 

Daily Question: Did you ever have a fight with your friends, and if so what was it about?